((((((((((((Deli)))))))))))))

Good for you for reaching out

Could you text pdoc or austin-t and just say "I'm scared"? They would want to help you.

I'm so sorry you're scared. Ugh, that is a terrible feeling. Try to remember that it's fear that doesn't belong to "now", and that just because you're scared, it doesn't mean that you're not safe.

to you, dear deli.