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Originally Posted by deliquesce
i am scared because i dont know what to expect, and the only things i can think of are bad things. i think i would be surprised if was physically angry, but maybe she will just do silent treatment instead?
i keep trying to think of other possibilities, but silent treatment is the least bad i can come up with. i dont know what you do to someone who's been bad.
but locking myself up here is good because it meant i could go have some dinner because i knew i was safe. austin t wants me to stop dissociating but right now im not very sure what else to do.
pdoc gave me some ativan to take if things got too much. all of this is really difficult. im not thinking very clearly
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(((( deli ))))
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. What would lead you to believe that your roommate would get angry or give you the silent treatment? Has your roommate reacted that way in the past about similar things?
And your fear of this stems from?
These are some important things to address in T, because how we react to situations are very telling and could help bring some understanding to why you feel the way you do.
In the meantime, keep reaching out.....Keep yourself busy....do something for YOU...And call T if you need to.
