You sound like you have really thought it out and I bet it is just fear. Maybe fear of your new friendship, like maybe you cannot maintain this friendship at the same time as your relationship with T? I think you will be alright though. Talk to T about all this on your next visit and take your renewal of friendship slow so that not only do you not hurt her, but you don't hurt you either.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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