Hi Lex,

Been reading your posts and something just occured to me.

I may be waaaay off and I'll apologize up front just in case.

But, I see how you are actively grieving the loss of your mom, and struggling with the pain and realization of her death.

THEN on top of it you are dealing with some anger towards your dad's girlfriend AND the "potential" loss of your dad's love to her.

Maybe they are all connected.

Maybe you're angry at the gf, but not for the reasons you think. (And maybe you're also angry at your mom for dying--even if it wasn't her fault)

Maybe your anger at the gf is because she is still alive and here with your dad, and your mom isn't. And that's not fair.

I dunno. Just a lil' flower's thoughts.

Hope things get better soon.

Petunia