I relate to these issues and feelings.

Just yesterday I was afraid my roommate was placating me again, saying how good I was just to make me feel better.

Also, when my husband tells me good things about me, I wonder if he is just turned on and blinded by romance.

And when I am dealing with a professional, I always have this idea that it is just their job to make me feel better, so what they really feel about me (and my roommate too!) is that I am a terrible person who just gets on everybody's last nerve.

This is how I feel too.

I have stopped asking.

but the question is always on my mind, "How do they really feel about me? Do they care? Am I really okay to them?!"

Billi