Starlite,

I do know the feelings you express, and I hope that you seek help. I know it can be hard to get people to listen. We are all here for you. I have just made a call to see about getting a new therapist, and it took alot to do that.

Take care of yourself please, and if you ever need to talk say the word. I keep telling myself the darkness will fade, and I have faith that it will... My cycles alwasys come to an end, and so will yours.