Oh my gosh, Jexa (((((((Jexa))))))))

That is so totally abuse. Child sexual abuse. And it was wrong, and he should NOT have done that to you. There is no way around it...no gray area. You could ask anyone in here...or any random person on the street and they would agree...
And if you didn't tell, he would have done it to others, or done worse to you, or just been able to hurt little girls...and it's just not right.

I dont want to talk to my T about CSA either...avoiding it like the plague but in the back of my mind i know i will, when the time is right...I hop you can too