Even though the new dose of Lamotrigine hasn't had a chance to kick in yet since I am just starting it today, I am having one of those rare days that I feel
good! My anxiety is there but more mild, I'm not tired; I feel (dare I say it)
HAPPY! 
And I don't feel hypomanic at all.
I am trying to send the good vibes to all of you, I hope you catch some of them while they last!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."