recently I've somewhat enjoyed being arouind my family. I think that now I realise that I need to find people that accept me for me and love me for me. For the longest time my mom suppressed me and made me into what she wanted me to be...and that was jsut not me at all...I didn't like myself and it was all about what she wanted...she doesn't accept me for me but I've found people who do...and that's what you need...how else are you supposed to enjoy other people's company when they don't even respect you or like you for who you are...my mom now sits by herself because she tried to do that with all her children...it was a big surprise for her to realise that we are not the people she thinks or wants us to be...its a learning curve for her and she's realising that she was being manipulative and that she was the one in the wrong.