Today started off as I was in a fog from meds then went to depression then talked to some people, then I had to feel and I got so angry I am so angry right now i am shaking .I snapped on my poor little girl which i immediatly hugged and said i was sorry but i feel all this is just to much for me to deal with i just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. It is so hard to put on that fake face and be a mom a wife etc. I just cant take it I am gonna explode, i just wish it would just stop for one second and that i could be normal what ever the hell that is and I ask myself why do we all have to suffer so and the ones who commited the crimes could go through life without a care in the world, will i ever get over this who knows..... but today I am just so angry!