thanks to all of you
(((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))
(((((((((((Petunia))))))))))))
((((((((((Caroline))))))))))
to keep you all posted...
a detective called me the other day and had me find through my cell phone company if any calls were made from my number before they closed the account out. there were so i sent them to him. he now has some mugshots for me to look at tomorrow to see if i recognize anyone. i'm nervous... i hope i do okay. i'm still not sleeping well...and i do not like going out at night but i am doing a bit better i think. still having some rather intrusive flashbacks... hopefully talking to T about it tomorrow will help some more.
keep me in your thoughts

thank you for all of the hugs. i've really needed them of late.
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