Shadowdancer,
Good luck tomorrow with the detective! You will certainly be in my thoughts-- keep us posted.

Not to sound negative ... but it took me many years to get rid of the flashbacks of a weapon pointed at me. It may not take you as long-- since you are in therapy-- but still--- be gentle with yourself and take as much time as you need to feel better.
I hope you are doing a little better each day-- remember-- we're here for you!

mandy