((((((((((((( jexa ))))))))))))))))

This was not just wrong - it was criminal. It was childhood sexual abuse.
It was his crime against an innocent child.

You can tell T that in this NOW you are feeling xyz because of this. And tell T exactly how it makes you feel in this NOW.

Jexa - this is too much pain for you to carry on your precious shoulders. And you are precious. You were a child who was sexually abused. You have it as a poison inside your soul. That poison has to be removed from your system before the daily world will be safe for you. Can you find a way to make sure your T knows that reality?