I am feeling very overwhelmed today.....feel like I am at the end of a rope and struggling.

I have no friends to talk to because I have alienated everyone with my illness....I want to stay home alone so they have left me alone; but now I have no one to turn to.

I don't want to go to the hospital because I am scared they will make me stay there....I can't afford for that to happen; will make my situation worse as I am a caregiver to a family member.

I am on meds but they make me sleep and sleep....which doesn't help; I gain weight and feel worse about myself.

This is an awful night......just struggling to make it through