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Originally Posted by googley
I know that I trusted my last T when she said she cared about me. It wasn't scary and hard. I knew she cared. I believed she cared.
I want to be able to feel that my T now cares about me. And I don't really know exactly where the ability to believe went.
Maybe because I had other people around who I knew cared about me. It didn't feel so hard. I didn't feel like I was putting my eggs all in one basket. One basket that had to be able to hold them. I know it isn't that I can't believe, it is that I don't believe. And that makes me feel lost.
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THis seems really important ^. So is it the differences in personalities of these therapists or is it that you have all your eggs in her basket now?? Or maybe a combination of both? At least you did believe at one time that someone cared. This is good.............
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