I'm sorry everything is so hard right now. I wish that the people who
can get up every day and work and feel good knew that they are taking it for granted. I actually felt happy with no hypomania yesterday and I felt like I'd won the lottery. It was so strange to me...it only happens once or twice a year. But...back to the same old ick today. I enjoyed my day of freedom; I hope you get one soon!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."