Someone help ... someone please help. Mom just called to talk about what happened. How is all of this coming up at once? Sister freaked out at mom tonight about what happened, and mom calls me to explain, but I don't want to talk, don't want to talk to her. Losing my mind, can't stop crying. Missing my grandma, I miss her so much, I loved her SO much and I never get to see her again, I ruined her life. I ruined her life. She doesn't believe me, she can't believe me because it would kill her.. she needs her husband.. her husband is a bad man.. I ruined her life, ruined their relationship, tainted all the ties in my family, created a big elephant in the room. I am what no one will talk about.. it's all my fault.. I'm losing my mind.. someone please help