(((((((((((((Jexa))))))))))))))))))

take some deep breaths, breathe in and out.

I'm SO SORRY your family is being like this. I am very very disappointed and they are taking this out on the wrong person.

Please know that, they are not upset with you, they are upset with HIM....He did it, you didn't do it!! In their hearts they do NOT want you to be hurt, they didn't want you to be hurt. Im so so so sorry and you deserve so so SO much better !!! Dont let them make you feel wrong or shamed or crazy, it's not true. it's just not true, it's not your fault and nothing that is happening now is your fault. (((((((jexa))))))

Your grandmother LOVES you!!! She loves you so much, i promise. It sounds like she has some big problems that have nothing to do with you.
No one is blaming you. Nothing is your fault. Its about HIM. HE did it, everyone is upset with HIM. You are the messenger, and its easier for them to be upset with you but it sounds like something is happening, something is shifting and it will be okay, promise you. THey are upset, outraged and eventually, they will turn to him and take the pressure off you. I'm so sorry, you are so so so brave.

Can you call your T?? Are you okay ?? Are you safe?? please be gentle with yourself, Jexa.