sounds like stress-build-up to crash. if the good dr. wants to toss scrips at you, make sure they're for old, well-known anti-ds, as imipramine---better yet a referral to a good cognitive therapist. creativity is ephemeral---and it's 'built in' to your present neuro chemistry. you don't want to mess with that---a good cognitive threapist should be your first try at help. you're young and creative, and cool, baby so you might 'get-it'--- let me explain how 'talk-therapy' is not just 'talk'. go online and find my chum rupert sheldrake's page. there you will have a hard scientist showing we, and all forms (even electrons or quarks or galaxies) are the result of 'form-fields'---morpho-genetic fields. 'morph'=form, 'genetic'=coming into being. now these fields permeate all space time, without respect to astronomical distance. next is these fields do 'resonate'., exlaining telepath, etc. so, you're hardly a light-year from your Good gognitive therapisty, you're fields may resonate and i think that explains what i've seen in many cognitive therapist---some work, you just sit, even, life gets better---if it doesn't, right away, keep shopping. i haven't seen a good math treatment of this new and experimentaly proven deal, but it shows 'talk therapist' as 'pschcics' pretty much. but not inexplicable in modern life-science. so i'd see a talker first. their field may help yours. that's what they're paid for. whoops, someone's arresting me for having napster files.....have fun when your young.

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