Okay here I go.....
I am so angry. So so so so so Angry.
I'm Bipolar - yup, I am, la la la la and some.... some lots more

My Daughter - da..it

Bipolar runs in family........yeah yeah, fine fine, not fine
Okay here I go.....
I am so angry. So so so so so Angry.
I'm Bipolar - yup, I am, la la la la and some.... some lots more

My Daughter - da..it

Bipolar runs in family........yeah yeah, fine fine, not fine

Okay mixed with traumas which seem to love to hit us when we are already F'n down, out, over-it, outta-here

Poor, poor child. Da,,.it !

I can' t fix myself. I can't fix ............ I just can' t fix.....

okay, but YES i doooo tttt r r r r y y y y y

24 - my skills of raising her, i'll just say again poor child.
age 3 let live with her Father - thinking she'd have a better chance at life, seeing that I knew there was stuff wrong with me... But who, what, why, how, ..,;g kdgdfjg;d wasn't even close to knowing anything about mental health yet,
Except FACE (and newbies, etc - this is who I refer to as my BIRTH CANAL, other words mother - f'r)

So poor child - age 3.

Age 13 - had her life planned out. I couldn't comprehend how fantastic, how intelligent, how wonderours.... AND 'she must not have come from me'

WELL BOOM - she was raped! TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY DESTROYED HER........ she didn't tell until 3 year later - AFTER 3 years of going from a planned out life - TO DOING METH & WHATEVER, everyday ........ still didn't tell anyone.

Then 1 day, one f'n day. She told me.

AGE 24, after all those years of not wanting, accepting, gettting or ready to get help.....
Oh she tried now and then - but the system let her down...... she's 3000 miles away....

Out into the WORLD of the most ugliest can imagine...........

NOW - again 24.

Called 1:30am - until 5:30am on & off phone with her while calling help center where she lives, having police bring her to hospital, then transfered to some recovery....
They said "we won't release unless she has place to go"

So left behind a poo-belittling boyfriend-, didn't want her Dad to know CUZ in his eyes if she got an A grade in school, she should have gotten a triple plus.
(and I thought I was giving her a better chance at life going to live with him - him who she never could satisify - SOUNDS familiular - 'F'!)

SO today - they've got her drugged. She's in a facility, in her room, reading a book, crying, just wants to go home - which means back to the people who belittle her........... why does she allow it -------

BECAUSE she was taught she was never good enough 'F'

D'm ITEGTJKO aer'gqmejdfgm' odfkmhlmd'fhlb,';m9awt'DBLs,./

Come on let me fix her, let me something. She's 24, I'm 49..... we all know there is help out there IF WE ARE LUCKY TO FIND THE RIGHT HELP.....
trial and error, trial and error, trial and error............

I'm still finding error's.

D'M IT!

She has to have a better life. She's got to be able to be happy. She's got to love herself. She's got to push the idiots aside that she this tender heart, sweet talk it in - then slap it down.

D'M IT!

Okay here I go.....
I am so angry. So so so so so Angry.
I'm Bipolar - yup, I am, la la la la and some.... some lots more

My Daughter - da..it

Bipolar runs in family........yeah yeah, fine fine, not fine
Okay here I go.....
I am so angry. So so so so so Angry.
I'm Bipolar - yup, I am, la la la la and some.... some lots more

My Daughter - da..it

Bipolar runs in family........yeah yeah, fine fine, not fine

Okay mixed with traumas which seem to love to hit us when we are already F'n down, out, over-it, outta-here

Poor, poor child. Da,,.it !

I can' t fix myself. I can't fix ............ I just can' t fix.....

okay, but YES i doooo tttt r r r r y y y y y

24 - my skills of raising her, i'll just say again poor child.
age 3 let live with her Father - thinking she'd have a better chance at life, seeing that I knew there was stuff wrong with me... But who, what, why, how, ..,;g kdgdfjg;d wasn't even close to knowing anything about mental health yet,
Except FACE (and newbies, etc - this is who I refer to as my BIRTH CANAL, other words mother - f'r)

So poor child - age 3.

Age 13 - had her life planned out. I couldn't comprehend how fantastic, how intelligent, how wonderours.... AND 'she must not have come from me'

WELL BOOM - she was raped! TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY DESTROYED HER........ she didn't tell until 3 year later - AFTER 3 years of going from a planned out life - TO DOING METH & WHATEVER, everyday ........ still didn't tell anyone.

Then 1 day, one f'n day. She told me.

AGE 24, after all those years of not wanting, accepting, gettting or ready to get help.....
Oh she tried now and then - but the system let her down...... she's 3000 miles away....

Out into the WORLD of the most ugliest can imagine...........

NOW - again 24.

Called 1:30am - until 5:30am on & off phone with her while calling help center where she lives, having police bring her to hospital, then transfered to some recovery....
They said "we won't release unless she has place to go"

So left behind a poo-belittling boyfriend-, didn't want her Dad to know CUZ in his eyes if she got an A grade in school, she should have gotten a triple plus.
(and I thought I was giving her a better chance at life going to live with him - him who she never could satisify - SOUNDS familiular - 'F'!)

SO today - they've got her drugged. She's in a facility, in her room, reading a book, crying, just wants to go home - which means back to the people who belittle her........... why does she allow it -------

BECAUSE she was taught she was never good enough 'F'

D'm ITEGTJKO aer'gqmejdfgm' odfkmhlmd'fhlb,';m9awt'DBLs,./

Come on let me fix her, let me something. She's 24, I'm 49..... we all know there is help out there IF WE ARE LUCKY TO FIND THE RIGHT HELP.....
trial and error, trial and error, trial and error............

I'm still finding error's.

D'M IT!

She has to have a better life. She's got to be able to be happy. She's got to love herself. She's got to push the idiots aside that she this tender heart, sweet talk it in - then slap it down.

D'M IT!

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