NLS, the noise will go away! I think you need to get a good night's rest..then have a good breakfast. And then watch some tv or something nice...
But I wish I could get you out of this depression!!!!

YOU DO HAVE A FUTURE!! Every second counts...
someone will love you for who you are. everyone @ PC loves you..so why wouldn't anyone else?
you are not stupid/worthless or any other negative thing. you are wonderful.
look in a mirror and just tell yourself that you're beautiful. for me? please?