Imapatient,
Sounds like such a difficult time of changes and transitions - would be hard for anyone.
I understand a lot of your anxiety about finding a new T.
I'm to the point where I actually refuse to start over with a new T and just went back to my current T to try to work things out. Your fear of ending up with an unethical T is very understandable. I think you awareness of the possibility will help protect you, although it may make a new beginning kind of slow until you are able to trust.

I'm sure it is hard to keep functioning when dealing with an unknown future, but you are doing it. I hope you can try to be patient with yourself, and take good care of yourself. It will take some time but things will work out, and I am confident in the possibility that this could lead you to someone who will be able to help you get to the next stage of your healing process.