Thanks Ruffy,

You have made me feel better. The smoking thing I know will just take time, but so far so good. I mean right now I want one really bad because of no sleep again. The gambling thing however am afraid will happen this friday when I get paid. But I am not going. The only way I can get there anyways is by someone else because I have no vehicle anymore. Mine died about 3 weeks ago so am relying on my dad's and mom's when I can get hers.

Thanks for your supportive words.
Hugs,
Jen