No_longer_sane, I absolutely refuse to belief that balderdash you have been typing. Sorry you are scared and that you hurt. Even so, you are my friend and you are among friends that care a great deal about their friends.

Life can be so hard at times. Breathe. Talk to us. Remember you are human. Just do not stop caring.

Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and go on. You cannnot change the past, but you can live today.

((((((( No_longer_sane )))))))