Thank you both of you for your support! I do feel better... I just don't know how I have let such a short lived relationship effect me so much. People tell me that I have become so bitter... I was never like this before... I was always known as the nice one that was always there for anyone that needed help...

I wanna get back to my old self... I guess all the stress from school has made everything seem worse than it really is for me. When I look at myself now, sometimes I feel so digusted... no self-discipline, no motivation, no desire to care for anyone else...