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Originally Posted by WePow
(((( MUE ))))) It is NOT a sin or crime. You were being a human.
I could be wrong, but I sense the internal strife is there because you are trying so hard to do what is healthy and you are disapointed in yourself for this behavior because you understand it is not in your best interest in the long run.
Do not beat yourself up over this or SI. Be very gentle right now and show compassion to yourself. Treat yourself as you would a friend who was comming to you for help and understanding.
The fact is that you can not undo the past.
The truth is that you can choose to learn from the past and make choices in the future that you do consider to be more in line with what you want for yourself longterm.
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Yes, Wepow, I've been working SO HARD for a YEAR with an unrelenting ex who has put me through the wringer...and I've stayed STRONG...until NOW. Why now???
I am just so confused right now. Because part of me wants more from my ex.....to be held, kissed, to be intimate...and I'm unsure of how to pick myself up from here and get back on track to a healthier path....knowing that I would have to leave that longing behind...even when it's so within reach. Torture.
I am disappointed in myself for getting to this place.