So sorry to hear about this deep pain and suffering. This world is so damn ****ed up. I can't even imagine. There are no words. The hurts of life are so unevenly distributed. The strongest have to bear the most terrible things. That we still are alive and as sane as we are is a miracle only we understand. But having a child is the most vulnerable we can be as humans, if we are feeling persons. And I hear the ache to heal her wounds. You're her mom and she'll always need you. Friends and family have a way of drifting back into our lives when we think they forgot about us. You'll get to comfort her sooner than you think.

I wish you all the warmth and strength you need to make it through this with her. You're in my thoughts and tears for we the survivors.