(((((((((( googley )))))))))))) I care. I am a real person. At least I think I am a real person :-)

We do understand what you are saying though. We have thought those exact same thoughts!!!! It can be a very lonely place here in this world when we have been abused and had trust taken away from us. But the truth is that there are human feelings going on inside your T. They may have to act a certain way to be all professional and stuff... but I promise you that your T would be torn up inside if anything happened to you. They may not be allowed by T code or whatever to say that to us as clients... but it is just the truth. Being a T is not just a job. It is an investment of time and emotional energy for a T. T cares for you as a human. That is the honest truth.