well he still wasn't talking to me but then he started talking so I just brought up how I was missing 2 pills and it shorts me 1 day and all that. I asked him if he knew how that could possibly happen. He said he didn't know what could have happened (surprise, surprise). I mean even if he asked me if he could take them it would be one thing. And maybe he didn't... maybe I misplaced them or something. Who knows.

Regardless, he got really angry because I answered the phone call from a friend of mine who I haven't talked to in a year and have been playing phone tag with for a week. Then for dinner he decided that even though I told him I wasn't hungry and didn't want to eat, he filled my plate then called me a bad influence on his son because I didn't finish all my food. He threw my plate (good influence, right?). I got up and got a coat and shoes on then told him I was going "for a drive" which is the line he tells me every time he gets angry and needs a break. I told him it doesn't have to be right now, but he and his son are going to have to leave. I can't take this stress anymore. It's not worth my life (I've been close to the brim several times this past week). I'm done. He thinks it's all my fault and I'm horrible and I was like "fine, it is my fault and you still need to leave." It's a complex and confusing situation but it's hopefully going to end this week! Everyone please keep your fingers crossed that at least this stressor will be gone.