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Maybe the meds do work, it's just that you don't realize it. I mean you did go 2 months without s.i. I know from experience that it's really really very hard and it takes a day by day, sometimes minute by minute approach. Your sister had no right to try to tell you how to live your life and what you should feel, it's shame on her. Maybe she meant well, and it just worried her that she thought you might be obsessing about it, I don't know, but sometimes the people we love just get angry or frustrated when they can't figure out what to do to "fix us". I hope this makes sense to you. I also hope that you start anew today because you're worth much more than you realize.

Take care of yourself and BE SAFE!

Kimberly.