oh I get it with the manipulation. No worries about that. I came home eventually and we talked and all that. He's in the process of packing and says he'll be gone tomorrow or Tuesday as soon as he gets everything loaded up. I'm relieved and sad/scared at the same time. I really am happy to have my independence back. I'm also sad because I really like having someone but to be honest, it could have been just a good roommate and I would have been equally as happy. I would love to be married and have kids (it's probably the only way I could ever have a kid as with the MI I would never be able to adopt) but I don't know that it's for me. I think maybe I'm meant to be that person in the family that everyone talks about "look at that poor girl all alone... how sad..." UGH. I hate that but it seems to be true. Honestly, I'm married to bipolar disorder right now. I just don't have room for anything else in my life apparently. Whatever.... good thing I have a T appt in the morning. As long as work lets me skip the last part of our weekly meeting!!! This stress had built up for me to the point that T said on Friday I could either come in Monday or she would involuntarily commit me!!!! haha... I chose coming in on Monday apparently.