I'm proud of you for sticking up for yourself and doing what you need to do to be as healthy as possible. I'm glad you are going in to see your T and I hope the appointment goes well. As the others have said, if someone says that they are going to kill themself, call the police. I had to do that with my ex-boyfriend when I broke up with him and he threatened suicide.
Take care and best of luck to you!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."