impy.

re: base fears:-
1. i understand this fear. was it nyc t who pulled you through? if so, you can always fall back on him again, right?
2. i have faith in you that you have learnt somewhat more how to spot unethical behaviour. there is no safety net to keep you from falling in with a bad T, but maybe you know now what the signs are and can extricate yourself quicker?
i.e., re: both fears - i don't believe the past is going to repeat itself, as you now have more skills to deal with both.

re: klonopin. is it actually making you sleep 2 days through? am i misinterpreting? if so, you know you shouldn't be taking it right? maybe you need something for the anxiety, but i'm wondering if you could look at a different drug.

sorry this isnt a great post. im writing because i care, not because i have anything useful to say. and i dont know if the caring is coming across, but it's there because im here and writing it.

one step at a time, impy .