Lex, if you have been short with anyone-I haven't sensed it in any of the posts you've written that I've read.
In any case, isn't that what this forum is for? To let the ugliness out where people are more likely to be understanding of it? We're all going through it in one way or another. We all feel ugly sometimes. It's okay.
A post you've written back to something I wrote was very kind in spite of what you're going through.
I hope things start turning around for you. (((((Lex)))))