Thanks for your concern, TheByzantine. I'm really having a lot of obssessive thoughts about my other half travelling around right now. It's as if a new place always means "danger." If I've been with him and I can visualize how he is there, then I'm almost OK. Last night was better, but now I'm about to head out for a job interview, and all I can do is obssess and try to swallow down this lump of anxiety. This was supposed to be good news for us, but I can't even be happy, just want to cry some more.