(((((((((((((((Brennan))))))))))))

I am so sorry you are hurting so much and can only see one way out. I can relate so I do understand the point you are at.

Please go to the ER if you are really feeling like you will do it. Even if you are unsure if you can control your feelings. I would be good for you to go. They should be able to set you up with a pdoc and therapist right there. Then you wouldn't have to go to the social worker your seeing.

I urge you to go to keep yourself safe. It can be scary but it will be okay. Please do take good care of youself.

Post when you can to let us know how you are doing.