Well, it turned out far worse than I could ever have possibly imagined. She wrote the most mean, hurtful, hateful email back that she could come up with. She said that I have made up everything about my mom abusing me because I want everyone to feel sorry for me and to have an excuse for being a loser as an adult. She said that my shrink was my problem and I lie about everything that really happened in my life.

Oh, god it ****ing hurts so bad I can barely breathe.