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Originally Posted by deliquesce
you're one of my favourite people here, i'm always so grateful & pleased when you post. in fact, sometimes when you don't reply i tell myself it's because you must be fed up with me (despite all possibilities indicating you haven't seen my thread/have nothing to say/don't care etc).
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((((Deli)))))
You are a darling and you made my whole day.
But you are sillier than I am because I would NEVER be fed up with you!
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Originally Posted by deliquesce
so i need help right now, and i'm feeling desperate. i get that with some things (e.g., trauma) it feels worse before it feels better. i really, really get that. but this is one of those situations where i need it to feel better now because i'm so scared i'm going to be in a position again where pdoc asks me to consider ECT.
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When do you see pdoc next? Since austin-T was less than helpful, what else can you do to help you feel better NOW? How are the meds working out for you?
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Originally Posted by deliquesce
i didnt do the "im quitting" thing as a test or anything, but the fact is he doesn't care this time if i come back or not. fair enough (i dont need him to want me back) but it means im not wasting my time and effort seeing him next week, especially when it involves money i could spend on something else instead.
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I totally do not think you are testing austin-T. And normally I would agree that, based on his response, maybe he doesn't care if you come back.
I just can't help comparing with my situation, and my T who basically gave the same response when I quit.
Deli - you could be absolutely right about austin-T not caring, and it not being helpful or worth it to go back. You would certainly know better than I would. But even if you could prove it to me as an undeniable fact - I would still say go back for one last appointment and tell him how he messed up and how you felt about it. That's just my opinion.
Please take good care of yourself, k?
I'm sorry everything is so hard right now.
