As of december of last year, I am on the verge of getting into my first "real" relationship. I have only been on one date with this girl, didnt even go "out" then, yet, since then, I have noticed some things happening. It seems that since then, I have been wanting to vent my anger about the accident less, if not just less angry altogether. Also, I have almost completely changed my outlook on life. Has anyone else experienced any sort of awakening like this? Just curious.