For as long as I can remember, ever since the accident, I have felt emotionally numb, when compared with the rest of the human race. I mean I'm 26 years old, and I have never even had a real girlfriend, if that tells you anything. Until now, that is, on december 1st, last year, when my dad was in the hospital for surgery, I crashed at a friend of mines, and, lemme just say, after a candle-lit italian dinner, we kinda hit it off, during a movie, never actually got too physical tho. My question is, how can I make this work, and not screw it up? I have gotten closer to this girl than I have to any other person, I dont even tell very many family members that I love them, thats how bad it is. What would be the best way for me to approach this? Please help.