I hate to go to sleep. My Mom passed 10 years ago. We were very close. I still have frequent dreams in which I'm waiting for her to come home and she never does or I'm waiting for her call that never comes. By the end of these sad dreams, I come to the conclusion that she must be dead if she hasn't contacted me by now. Then I wake up. Sad. Very sad. It doesn't help that Mother's day and Mom's birthday is right around the corner.. I don't know how to deal with this besides not sleeping.