****ing hell - so the meeting was fail.

We went in, gave her the letters to read over that she requested. She then asked to keep them. The disability officer said it's not normal practice as it's not required if the disability office has it. But then the course lady went on how the info in it will remind her what i need support with so I said she could kept my docs though I didn't want her to have them.

The we somehow started talking about my timetable. I was saying how i don't have time to change things. But then the course lady said i have no classes Monday. I knew i did, but my memory is bad at the moment and was totally blank on what I do on Mondays so just got teary and agitated. She the course lady then said she wants to speak with the disability officer so to "not upset" me and put me in another room.

So i missed the whole meeting about me. Brilliant.

After they were done, the disability officer gave me a summary. Pretty much, the course lady won't accommodate me the way my pdoc, gp and the disability officer is recommending. I can't do less hours of field work, she's making me do everything the same regardless. She said that the course has 'built in support'. I'm sorry, but get ****ed, I will not answer "what problems do you have" in the weekly survey in regards to my health when I don't even know which academics are reading my ****!

Her suggests won't work and if they didn't kick me out of the meeting, i could have told her so. She wanted to change days, rooms I'm in at the office and drop courses. I have reasons why all those can't work in my situation, but hey, she thinks she's been helpful now. ><

Rage.