all of you mean a million to me. you have no idea.

i'm exhausted right now. exhausted. it's been a long day. my supervisor asked me if i wanted to withdraw from uni. i'm so tired i'm not holding it together very well.

but i see pdoc tomorrow morning. i am thinking of writing out what i posted earlier (editing it - i don't want him to know i post here!) and maybe giving it to him. i will take it with me at any rate, but not sure if i will give it. and if i do i'll do it at the end before i leave. i probably won't, but maybe just that i take it with me will be enough.

of course i'm being all OCD now about it. do i type it? if so, what font? i dont like times new roman but arial is impersonal but verdana feels odd too. what size should i choose? should i handwrite it instead? i'll be embarrassed about my handwriting, it's too perfect. do i write in pen or pencil. on lecture paper or blank. etc. do i write it for pdoc or do i write it for me? ack OCD.

i will try tonight but i will probably sleep instead. my brain is playing funny with me.