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I'm glad you were able to share with us here. It would be a good idea to talk these feelings through with someone you can trust. A school counsellor would be a good idea if you find it difficult to talk to your family or you can talk to your family doctor. The help lines are very good and in some areas they have support groups specifically for your age group. Get some help, it's the best thing you can do for yourself. In the meantime we are hearing listening.