I had finally started to gain self-confidence and was starting to get better when my mom went onto one of her rants about how irresponsible, lazy, *****y, fat, and limited I am....hell, I'm none of those and she should know that. I weigh more then others because I have swimmers legs which makes them bigger from muscle, although I do have a little bit of belly fat I still look like everyone else, I thought I was responsible since I try to keep up with all of my homework and everything else I have and if I do anything wrong I let them know it was me, I'm not lazy since I am in dance, theater, youth, and choir, and sure I act like a ***** sometimes but thats only when she provokes it, and I am NOT limited. I have been getting all kinds of new friends when before i only had friends at church. Also, I now have friends in 3 other states. I don't know why I let her get to me, but as soon as she said that, I got to school, ran to the bathroom and just had to cry out my pain, although it still didn't work so I am trying this.....