deli, it's great you're considering writing out what you typed to pdoc. Whatever you decide to do is fine - I think considering it and bringing it with you to your appt is a good first step. Do you think sharing what happened through your life is something that would bring you relief?

As imapatient said, I think we are all trying to be careful with our words. I'm sorry you have been feeling so tired. I'm sorry it's hard to adjust to a new life. I know you can push through, deli. I wish I could step through the computer screen and sit next to you right now. You will be in my thoughts.