I didn't take the opening because I was out of town at a friends house for dinner, she had come and picked me up because i was feeling so down and depressed; she bought me socks to cheer me up LOL purple ones!!!

Haven't scheduled a new appointment yet; still a little apprehensive,
The one thing i have learned about myself over the years is whenever i am given ideas or suggestions for me to try out, I am not one too just jump in; it is like i must first just wait, then put piggie toe in the water, then the next toe, then pull back and wait for the outcome and then if nothing bad happens I will try it again and maybe get all my toes in then again, pull back and then maybe half a foot...etc...does this make sense... it is the same thing with therapy...now I must wait a few days; test the waters so to speak make sure what i am feeling is true

thanks for the hugs