Hiya Jan,
I know, all to well how bad PTSD can be, I was diagnosed well over a year ago, and that is when I finally started try to get some help. I look back and this has been going on for quite a while. I can empathize with you on so many levels. When I'm not apologizing to everyone in sight and blaming myself for things I didn't do, I'm doing all sorts of odd subconscious things similar to your binging.
You are a good girl!!! You did nothing wrong, this is not your fault and you do not deserve this.
(((((((((((((Jan)))))))))))))
They say acknowledging a problem is one of the most important steps toward recovery so your doing a great job!!! With a bunch of exceptions, MOST MEN are PIGS . . .
Sam
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I am a spiritual woman living a human life . . . Damn, no wonder it's messed up, I picked second class citizen status for this trip . . . I wouldn't trade it for all the testosterone or money in the universe. I love being a girl!
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