At this moment I really don't know how much more I can take.

I am a 21 year old male, and for the past few years I have strugled with extreme depression, suicide, and a general apathy towards life.

Four yaers ago I thought I had hit rock bottom. I was on the brink of killing myself. When my parents found out, instead of getting me help they told me to pray and that would cure my condition. It did not: and there were even several instances where my father would scream at me that I was a sinner and needed I to repent. Being the good Christian kid that I was I tried to do just that.

Now as a young adult I am still suffering with depression, and it is hurting my grades in college, as well as my relationships. Curently I am still trapped living with my parents, due to a lack of employment (we live in a very economicly depressed part of South Texas).

How can get the help I need