Well, I did change my blog address.... so I feel safe. Did not want my supervisor knowing evey dark thought or obsession I suffer from.. or when I spiral down for 12-24 hours to worry that I would come into the office only to be forcably checked into a hospital. (then maybe fired) So yes, I changed the address.

For those that were asking a person can go on disability if the require due to depression, I don't know the details but know people who have done it (although don't post pictures of yourself in Mexico partying on youtube/facebook/myspace as an IBM - Toronto, was dropped from disablity insurance because of this.)

Love you guys for coming through and writing on this topic! (I am not so alone and scared now)